In my teen years I used an electric toothbrush as a vibrator. When I masturbated when I was younger, I used to hate it when my clitoris got bigger — I thought it looked like a penis. There were no women doctors involved in any of my treatment. This was about both owning my years of education and accepting only a worthy male partner. Different is not wrong. And I was told that I would never meet another woman like me. I fell forward, vagina-first, into a rosebush.
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Dated a girl that had two of them, side by side. Log In. I spent the next few years going to specialists, having tests to confirm my gender, being probed by curious doctors and interns with multiple instruments in multiple holes at multiple times. True, the conflict and shame I would be well rid of, but the presence of mind keeps me holding on, ever hoping to grasp or accept my origin of being. View image of Credit: Getty Images. I was wearing white keds that day, so when I got up my entire foot was covered in period blood.